Friday, December 16, 2011

I'm running away.. i'v got no were to stay.. i don't no were i'm going and i'v got hardly any money ..?

i after go i cant stay here anymore.. my mum and dad dont want me here.. and i dont no what to do anymore. i'v lost the only person that ment anything to me.. i want to start fresh.. i dont no were the hell im going to go.. were im going to stay .. ill after hope someones kind enough to take me in for a few nights :\ i no i sound crazy.. but i seriously i cant stay here anymore.. i really just cant.. so yeah. i'v got �50 lol.. and i want to go in the next few days.. a week the max.. i'm not telling my mum.. or dad.. because they dont give a **** about me and you might say they do but.. really believe me they don't.. :\ they'v told me things would be better without me.. and my dads told me to get the f*** out and move somewhere else.. i'm 16. i have no were to go.. hardly any money. no one likes me anymore even tho i'v done nothing.. i think ill after crash out in a park or something.. ill fill my bag with cloths.. i'm only taking 1 bag.. i don't care about food. thats the least of my worries.. maybe i'll go to London or something.. just pick a train and get on it. :\ were ever it takes me. my lifes just pointless now tbh =\ .. all i do is cry all the time.. in my room go to partys to try block things out do things i regret the next day come home.. get screamed at by my mum and dad saying they hate me.... the only person i loved and could actually smile abouts gone now. and i cant find my place anymore.. i dont no what im going to do.. i feel numb. i wouldn't care if someone even stabbed me. :\ anyone no any good hostels? or anywere. thnks.

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